note to myself.
i should probably write more often to gather my thoughts.
its a new year and you know what that means new ways.
constant changes to do better or worse but the intentions are good, how it turns out.. we’ll just have to wait and see.
well i need to lay down some rules for myself once again since I’m not at where i want to be.
no more fooling around i need to get my stuff together and get out of there in the real world. it may be more difficult but that’s where i want to be. not in this place where I’m treated with disrespect and being suffocated and pressured into doing things to make others happy.
as a present to myself i got a Disneyland deluxe annual pass.
i was excited at first but if only i had an actual buddy who’d be down to go with me whenever. LOL. i expected more but oh wells.
last but not least my mind has been drifting here and there i need to start focusing and getting into the business. its easy to say i just need to figure out how. maybe dressing more formal for school? a thought though.
also running through my mind males, always rushing in and out of my life.
i decided to settle down. its under construction. not strong enough to be revealed yet but if all goes well you’ll find out.
